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It feels like it's been a million and one days since I last updated. School has finally started, and I'm staying in hall once again. But everything feels so different now. It's hard to explain but I'm not sure if I'm enjoying this difference. One thing that is making me stay in hall is the fact that I'm dancing almost everyday, so it's convenient for me. Another thing is that I get to see Arthur most of the time. Other than these, I'm not sure why I wanna stay in hall anymore.
Dancing has become almost tiring and a burden now. But I'm sure I will regret saying this when all the concerts are over, and I'm left with nothing, but studying. Chinese Dance concert is in 2 weeks' time and I totally don't feel prepared for it AT ALL. I think my item sucks, but I still have to do it during the concert. Thought about telling the committee to cancel the item before, but dropped it in the end. OHWELLS. Contemporary dance concert is in 3 weeks' time and I totally don't feel involved. There's so much commitment from both sides that I feel like splitting myself into half, and I'm really stressed about which one to attend when they clash. AND I can't quit contemp after the concert, cuz it's just so irresponsible. So the only way out is to try as much as possible to get involved. Feels like VJ Dance all over again.
Seriously, if I don't die by end September, it's a miracle.
Dancing has become almost tiring and a burden now. But I'm sure I will regret saying this when all the concerts are over, and I'm left with nothing, but studying. Chinese Dance concert is in 2 weeks' time and I totally don't feel prepared for it AT ALL. I think my item sucks, but I still have to do it during the concert. Thought about telling the committee to cancel the item before, but dropped it in the end. OHWELLS. Contemporary dance concert is in 3 weeks' time and I totally don't feel involved. There's so much commitment from both sides that I feel like splitting myself into half, and I'm really stressed about which one to attend when they clash. AND I can't quit contemp after the concert, cuz it's just so irresponsible. So the only way out is to try as much as possible to get involved. Feels like VJ Dance all over again.
Seriously, if I don't die by end September, it's a miracle.