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I think that, in the past week or so, I've lost my mind. Seriously, everything is just sort of a daze right now. Up and down, left and right, night and day; all pretty much the same at this point. On several occasions I've found myself feeling like I was really high or really drunk, all the while being completely sober. It's sort of maddening.
I was really looking forward to making it to September 1st, the day the Naked Turtle closes. I figured, "Alright, cool, hopefully by then I'll be able to get more hours at WPTZ!" Right? Wrong. It's looking more and more like it's going to be a long while before I get that kind of opportunity. What does this mean? Well, this means that after September 1st, I'm going to be looking for another second job. Quickly.
I've sort of been able to convince myself that this is just something I'm going to have to deal with for now. What are my other options, right? I don't really think I have any. But I think my head is going to need to do some reconstructing before that completely settles in and I'm able to be in a generally more positive and proactive state of mind.
For right now, I'm just going through motions.
I was really looking forward to making it to September 1st, the day the Naked Turtle closes. I figured, "Alright, cool, hopefully by then I'll be able to get more hours at WPTZ!" Right? Wrong. It's looking more and more like it's going to be a long while before I get that kind of opportunity. What does this mean? Well, this means that after September 1st, I'm going to be looking for another second job. Quickly.
I've sort of been able to convince myself that this is just something I'm going to have to deal with for now. What are my other options, right? I don't really think I have any. But I think my head is going to need to do some reconstructing before that completely settles in and I'm able to be in a generally more positive and proactive state of mind.
For right now, I'm just going through motions.