Time doesn't just heal wounds, it leaves burning scars.
I told a lot of you I had moved on, that I had put Death of Society behind me, well guess what. Fuck That. Death of Society is MY dark side, the side of me that likes that little taste of blood and craves more, that side of me that doesn't give a fuck and doesn't care if anyone else does either. Yeah, it's true, I have started to get better..I have made some steps forward but I cannot let go of this all together, and if your asking me to, then your asking me to kill myself. This hate, this anger, this seething, this darkness and discontent is just as much of a part of me as anything else. I tried getting better and completely putting the darkness behind me, but I can't. There are constant scars, burning in my flesh, burning in my heart and in my mind that I am cursed to carry for the rest of my life. If you can't deal with this, then your dealing with the wrong person. I cannot and WILL NOT let this go..this is my way to explode, this is my way to forget the bullshit and not give a fuck even when I should. The shadows are my home. Deal with it. On that note *turns up the stereo to Ill Nino*
"Let Go"
I still hear my voice-it's calling in my head
But if I had only one choice- I'd leave it left unsaid -Unsaid- I try to reach you but my senses get so blurry- And I try to teach you but my words come out so muddied-And if there's one thing that I should let you know -it's go away- But I keep fighting and I'm finding your injustice-It's just me(killing you)-I cannot breathe-Just let me go(killing me)- Or this will break me- My inner voices - Are part of my disease-'Cause it's pushing me to hurt you-But killing you is just killing me-If I can't hve you and the dreams you put inside my head-I would not leave you but I keep you here until our death-You think it's over, there's a gun in my head full of lead- I want to use it but I can't abuse it and thats why- It's just killing me(killing you)- I cannot breathe- just let me go(killing me)- Or this will break me- My inner voices- Are part of my disease- 'CAuse it's pushing me to hurt you-But killing you is just killing me-What are you waiting for?-You will never get away-What are you waiting for?-You willnot get away(Unsaid)- My inner voices-Are part of my disease-'Cause it's pushing me to hurt you-But killing you is just killing me-Cause killing you is killing me
~Confessions
"Let Go"
I still hear my voice-it's calling in my head
But if I had only one choice- I'd leave it left unsaid -Unsaid- I try to reach you but my senses get so blurry- And I try to teach you but my words come out so muddied-And if there's one thing that I should let you know -it's go away- But I keep fighting and I'm finding your injustice-It's just me(killing you)-I cannot breathe-Just let me go(killing me)- Or this will break me- My inner voices - Are part of my disease-'Cause it's pushing me to hurt you-But killing you is just killing me-If I can't hve you and the dreams you put inside my head-I would not leave you but I keep you here until our death-You think it's over, there's a gun in my head full of lead- I want to use it but I can't abuse it and thats why- It's just killing me(killing you)- I cannot breathe- just let me go(killing me)- Or this will break me- My inner voices- Are part of my disease- 'CAuse it's pushing me to hurt you-But killing you is just killing me-What are you waiting for?-You will never get away-What are you waiting for?-You willnot get away(Unsaid)- My inner voices-Are part of my disease-'Cause it's pushing me to hurt you-But killing you is just killing me-Cause killing you is killing me
~Confessions