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i have been so DEPRESSED lately, my CRUSH, like DOESNT even NOTICE me, it makes me so SAD, why do I continue to LIKE HIM, when i know he will NEVER notice me, gosh life is so miserable, i feel so stupid, lets say like i walk pass him, im like OMG OMG, but whats the point of me doing that, HE DIDNT EVEN NOTICE ME, nor did i say HI, why do i get happy when that happens, im SO SAD, gosh i really need someone to talk to,
To top my misearable life, a family member, who is very very close to me, could possible have CANCER, gosh i dont wanna loose her, i LOVE her waayyyyy to much, i DONT know what i would do without her, i REALLY REALLY need SOMEONE to talk to about all this emotions building inside me. ok im gonna go back to my UNPERFECT life