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i realized that lately i havent really been that happy..theres been so much shit going on at home that i dont care about school anymore and its making me not even try to do something in school..i had an anatomy test today and i didnt care so for pretty much 45 min i just sat there..then i finally started it..it took me awhile to do. the damn thing was 14 pages..then after the test i had to do 3 practicals and i didnt even do them..i just stood at my lab table staring at the base of the skull..im really starting to hate a lot of things..like rachel all she did today was critize how ive "turned" punk when in reality shes seen me dress like this A LOT of times..im just starting to wear these clothes to school more often..then she practically yelled at me cuz when we were filling out how we want our names to appear on our diploma i didnt put my middle name..ppl are just expecting way too much out of me..they want me to go to prom..first off thats not until may..second i wont dress up for it and was 60 bucks on a damn ticket..like i said..im really starting to hate a lot of things in my life