do you serve cheese with your wine?
So I was feeling really great at the beginning of this week. I was feeling REALLY confident with the job interviews I was having, which I was continued to the round two of the interviews in three cases. Now I'm not even sure what's going on with them, I don't NOT have the jobs.. but I don't have them either. I know I only started applying sunday, and I can't expect a job to go through right away but it's really getting me down.
Then I got my grades today, A, A-,A,B+,B-,B. yeah sounds all great and everything except now my GPA went from a 3.667 to a 3.49.. 1 POINT AWAY FROM MAKING THE DEAN'S LIST. and I was so sure I was going to make it again. I know that seems so stupid to be so upset about but I've been bawling my eyes out. Maybe it's just because everything else is getting to me, so even the smallest dissapointment sends me over the edge.
I'm also completely friendless up here in jacksonville, brandon starts work today.. and things haven't been perfect with us either. I've been a bitch to him (it's one day away from that time of month, yeah that is a good excuse) I'm just in a down mood, completely. I have none of my good friends to hang out with and it's hard to make friends when you aren't going to school or you don't have a job. Sure, there's always people over here every night but all we're doing is smoking and drinking, I don't want JUST those sort of friends.
AND I am running out of money.. my debit card isn't going to be here until next week, so all I have are temporary checks. asd;fkjasdlfj
blah. fuck. shit.
things always get better, I know... but it's hard to tell myself that right now.
Then I got my grades today, A, A-,A,B+,B-,B. yeah sounds all great and everything except now my GPA went from a 3.667 to a 3.49.. 1 POINT AWAY FROM MAKING THE DEAN'S LIST. and I was so sure I was going to make it again. I know that seems so stupid to be so upset about but I've been bawling my eyes out. Maybe it's just because everything else is getting to me, so even the smallest dissapointment sends me over the edge.
I'm also completely friendless up here in jacksonville, brandon starts work today.. and things haven't been perfect with us either. I've been a bitch to him (it's one day away from that time of month, yeah that is a good excuse) I'm just in a down mood, completely. I have none of my good friends to hang out with and it's hard to make friends when you aren't going to school or you don't have a job. Sure, there's always people over here every night but all we're doing is smoking and drinking, I don't want JUST those sort of friends.
AND I am running out of money.. my debit card isn't going to be here until next week, so all I have are temporary checks. asd;fkjasdlfj
blah. fuck. shit.
things always get better, I know... but it's hard to tell myself that right now.