"ello Mates
'ello mates!
Wats new?? not a whole lot here i was supposed to go to chases house last night and hang out with feger and chase and whitney but my bitch ass mom wouldnt let me go anywhere... i swear to god i hate her so much screw mothers day..she doesnt deserve anything anyway she always treats me like the freckin dirt on the bottom of her "designer" shoes i dont matter to her she says she is mean to me cause she loves me WTF ever that is the biggest bunch off crap the only reason she didnt want me to go the chases last night is cause she is afraid that im growin up to fast and she is going to lose me but news flash she lost me along time ago im not the insent sweet perfect little kate anymore i have changed alot and she needs to deal theres alot of things im gonna do that shes not gonna like but she should just get over it and be happy i dont go out every weekend and get high and drink and have sex and all that great shit you now im not freakin perfect but im alot better than i could be she needs to learn how to trust me cause i have never givin her a reason not to.. i wanted to go to chases so bad last night you dont even no but u no what are u gonna do today i went to chris's baseball game for a little while then over to whitneys tanned came home and got ready for caitlins party that was fun HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cailtin!!! I hope you had a good birthday :) then came home now im sittin thinkin..have you ever wanted something so bad that its all you can think about and when you close your eye its all that u see....i wonder if i will ever be good enough...i want him to want me... im not gonna wait forever or will i???? God life is so confusing i just wish i had all the answers i wish he only knew.......
Well i think thats it for tonight so Sweet Dreams!
Kate
XoXo
Wats new?? not a whole lot here i was supposed to go to chases house last night and hang out with feger and chase and whitney but my bitch ass mom wouldnt let me go anywhere... i swear to god i hate her so much screw mothers day..she doesnt deserve anything anyway she always treats me like the freckin dirt on the bottom of her "designer" shoes i dont matter to her she says she is mean to me cause she loves me WTF ever that is the biggest bunch off crap the only reason she didnt want me to go the chases last night is cause she is afraid that im growin up to fast and she is going to lose me but news flash she lost me along time ago im not the insent sweet perfect little kate anymore i have changed alot and she needs to deal theres alot of things im gonna do that shes not gonna like but she should just get over it and be happy i dont go out every weekend and get high and drink and have sex and all that great shit you now im not freakin perfect but im alot better than i could be she needs to learn how to trust me cause i have never givin her a reason not to.. i wanted to go to chases so bad last night you dont even no but u no what are u gonna do today i went to chris's baseball game for a little while then over to whitneys tanned came home and got ready for caitlins party that was fun HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cailtin!!! I hope you had a good birthday :) then came home now im sittin thinkin..have you ever wanted something so bad that its all you can think about and when you close your eye its all that u see....i wonder if i will ever be good enough...i want him to want me... im not gonna wait forever or will i???? God life is so confusing i just wish i had all the answers i wish he only knew.......
Well i think thats it for tonight so Sweet Dreams!
Kate
XoXo