just a long......long...note i guess
So im pretty much upset, mad, in love and lonely all at the same time....im up set because of ashley, and yeah i knwo she will read this and maybe be mad but she should take it as me careing.....shes not going to graduate...that makes me upset because shes such a smart young lady and i know shes way better then what she makes herself out to be and what others do....shes way smarter than i am......and i wish she would atleast pretend she is...that would make me a little more happy...ha ah.....but i want to talk to her about another way of schooling that i found that i might do to catch ehr up...but she has to talk to me to show she really wants to do it...if she doesnt...then it seems like ill just be stuck here being upset...oh well.. love you ashley and you know that..im mad becase nothing ever goes the way i want it to and it sucks every single second that it doesnt...i hate drama i hate everyone right now...people are so drama filled it makes me sick...i hate being stuck in the middle of it and i hate knowing people that are drama filled.....im done with drama and people who like to make it a habit or a hobby...its dumb....so stop it..seriously.....im in love cause...well i dont know why but dane is a sweety and hes funny....he always makes me laugh and i always look forward to seeing him in english..i would hope i have a chance with him since he dated heather lambert.......not sre thought...would he care more about looks or whether im annoing or not...hopefully less baout the looks thingy..that would be nice..but jake and becca said they were going to make it happen. and im lonely cause i still yet dont have a boyfriend..yeah i know i whine alot...but atleast its not fucking Drama!!!! so there......i have to write a letter to david in 4 languages now so jacki can sed it to him and he can write me back....anyways......just a note....not drama damnitt!