i lost my job for stupid reasons

[deathlydryeyes]

this rant inspired by lies
by trying all the time
just to be pushed aside like some wasted user of why
if never i tried
then why keep me around

ohh so you could watch me die

inside is also dead i have no feeling
ive fled
in hopes of finding me
but havnt i run away from me
maybe ill step in a big pile of me
and realize that this isnt me
or have i just given up

on all of you

to true to be you i look back and turned to stone
wasted and all alone
in a hell where demons bare and wolfs glare i know it hurts
with only my wounds to care for me
im afraid of everything even my reality

my preconceived notions of what ought to be
forced upon by all that isnt me
unwilling to change they beat, persecute, and laugh at me
all so ill be what they want of me

this rant inspired by you
if anyone reads this then yes i mean you