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today was shitty, my boss called at 8 this morning, one of the girls called in sick and he wanted me to come into work an hour early. at work, phil and kevin came to see me, and then when i was supposed to get off at six, laurie, came up to me and asked me if i could stay later b/c we were still short handed, and another one of the girls didn't show up, so i agreed to stay later, then heather and jen showed up, i didn't get to have my lunch w/ gage today b/c i had to come in early, tomorrow's his last day, and something wasn't right w/ him today. when i got off work, i watched a movie w/ my mom, then when i got upstairs, i found out some very upsetting news, and then i had a nervous breakdown, and by the way, to certain people: if you're gonna tell someone that they should kill themselves, think very long and hard about your fucking morals, especially when talking to someone whose tried it before, they're already having to deal w/ the pain from that, they don't need you to push them closer to it. so please, if you're gonna do that, save us the trouble and shut the fuck up. i can;t take this shit anymore, i want my life back, and my friends back, i can't wake up every morning hating myself wishing that i would die that day, i just can't, fuck everything, fuck it all, i can't take it anymore
p.s-i'm sick and running a fever
p.s-i'm sick and running a fever