Gah
Wow today... blew major ass lol
Not meaning to bitch but damn lol 4th block was the only ok part of the day. I was exhausted all day and I spent every class in the library so it was increadibly boring untill eventually the computers exploded. Well.. a transformer did and the computers in the library almost did as well.. heheh damn library.
Everyone just about was really annoying. Everyone was really hatefull to eachother today luckily nobody really said anything to me.. I did get my hand bite really hard by a freshman I know though.. for no reason lol
Mrs Tolbert was going insane today screaming at everyone calling us computer illiterate even though shes the stupidest person in the world when it comes to them, she doesnt even watch tv. Stupid bitch. Oh and I went to the doctor after school about my hair but they have no idea what is wrong nor had any idea wat the hell was up with my hair... so they refered me to a dermitologist. Also it seems that my mom might have Adult On-set Diabetes.
Gah as if my family didnt have enough damn hereditary health problems. I swear I'm lucky if I make it to 50 healthy lol.
I really want to go do something with somebody. I never have plans anymore for forever it seems which really sucks ass compared to last year when I had things scheduled litterally sometimes 3 weeks ahead of time to do with people since I had so many plans.
Lol this year Really sucks compaired to last year. I was thinking it was gonna be even better. Oh well.. Dressing up as Jesus was a blast though. I honestly wish I could dress up as him every day. Life is so much better when your Jesus actually.
Oi its been really annoying lately and its begining to affect me. Ive been extreamly down on my looks the past few days. Not depressed or anything just.. sorta.. frustrated lol. Gah Ive been down on a lot of things lately in the back of my head if I really think about it. Im hating that its senior year. I cant believe it's here... and Im dreading graduation....
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Ive really got to get my fucking act together. Im very unsure about myself. From begining Junior Year to the begining of this school year was litterally the best time of my entire life. I was really proud of myself cause I came out of my shell somewhat and actually forced myself through my tremendous fear of talking to people. Now I have regrets and many things I loved Ive lost. I dont hang out with anybody anymore at all. I used to love my hair and now I despise it. *** I wounder how many people will even bother to read this.. leave me a nice comment and put ur initials after it and I will give you a reward *** And I really regret not comming out of my shell sooner because its basically too late. I hate the fact that I feel as if Im going to have to get new friends at college or be a loner again. I am happy though that I came out of my shell though while I still could. I still have a lot of work though. Last year I realized how miserable I was all those years before and how progressively I was getting worse. Ah well Im not really depressed about anything at all Im just frustrated with stuff. Life happens ya know? Cant always be perfectly happy with everything.
ok I think Im done. I made a myspace Btw
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=29934838&Mytoken=BCCB9DAB-76D5-106D-432D83E0FD57550B77773422
Welp uhm.. yea lol... um guess thats it.
Not meaning to bitch but damn lol 4th block was the only ok part of the day. I was exhausted all day and I spent every class in the library so it was increadibly boring untill eventually the computers exploded. Well.. a transformer did and the computers in the library almost did as well.. heheh damn library.
Everyone just about was really annoying. Everyone was really hatefull to eachother today luckily nobody really said anything to me.. I did get my hand bite really hard by a freshman I know though.. for no reason lol
Mrs Tolbert was going insane today screaming at everyone calling us computer illiterate even though shes the stupidest person in the world when it comes to them, she doesnt even watch tv. Stupid bitch. Oh and I went to the doctor after school about my hair but they have no idea what is wrong nor had any idea wat the hell was up with my hair... so they refered me to a dermitologist. Also it seems that my mom might have Adult On-set Diabetes.
Gah as if my family didnt have enough damn hereditary health problems. I swear I'm lucky if I make it to 50 healthy lol.
I really want to go do something with somebody. I never have plans anymore for forever it seems which really sucks ass compared to last year when I had things scheduled litterally sometimes 3 weeks ahead of time to do with people since I had so many plans.
Lol this year Really sucks compaired to last year. I was thinking it was gonna be even better. Oh well.. Dressing up as Jesus was a blast though. I honestly wish I could dress up as him every day. Life is so much better when your Jesus actually.
Oi its been really annoying lately and its begining to affect me. Ive been extreamly down on my looks the past few days. Not depressed or anything just.. sorta.. frustrated lol. Gah Ive been down on a lot of things lately in the back of my head if I really think about it. Im hating that its senior year. I cant believe it's here... and Im dreading graduation....
hmm.........
....
..
Ive really got to get my fucking act together. Im very unsure about myself. From begining Junior Year to the begining of this school year was litterally the best time of my entire life. I was really proud of myself cause I came out of my shell somewhat and actually forced myself through my tremendous fear of talking to people. Now I have regrets and many things I loved Ive lost. I dont hang out with anybody anymore at all. I used to love my hair and now I despise it. *** I wounder how many people will even bother to read this.. leave me a nice comment and put ur initials after it and I will give you a reward *** And I really regret not comming out of my shell sooner because its basically too late. I hate the fact that I feel as if Im going to have to get new friends at college or be a loner again. I am happy though that I came out of my shell though while I still could. I still have a lot of work though. Last year I realized how miserable I was all those years before and how progressively I was getting worse. Ah well Im not really depressed about anything at all Im just frustrated with stuff. Life happens ya know? Cant always be perfectly happy with everything.
ok I think Im done. I made a myspace Btw
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=29934838&Mytoken=BCCB9DAB-76D5-106D-432D83E0FD57550B77773422
Welp uhm.. yea lol... um guess thats it.