..And I shall give you the reasons for my concern ok?!
Andi got herself into a bad situation with Shane,re:drugs..and don't think for a moment I am equating you with Shane ok?
Nonetheless,she now has more than valid reasons for wanting Hansel to have a more 'stable'life,ie:one with her free from the things that nearly cost her loosing him...I hope and pray you can see what I mean by this.
yep there is the argument "What the hell do you know about my life Terry,who gave you the right the to be judgemental?"..I am not being judgemental,I am just appraising facts as I see them...and as I wish you could too.
Hansel is a gift,and as with all gifts not one you should treat with a certain casualness..as he is your flesh and blood,he needs you in his life to be there for him,now I'll be honest with you here Star,I have two lovely nephews frankly the situation I am in at the moment is not one that will best place me to be there for them either..I am trying my best to rectify this as I know there are those who want me to be a functioning part of their lives too!,I gave up smoking weed,cut back on my drinking,now my thoughts are straighter,I can see a better stabler path back to those that I know care,as they have said 'NO'to me on more than several occasions..and you know what I am damn well glad they have,yeah I pulled my head out of my ass..I was using substances for far to long as a crutch,alcohol,weed,painkillers and 'shrooms..in my selfishness I didn't realise that my family is the real strength,and now once I regain mine,I am going to do all I can to repay that because I do know now in all realism,that we do owe something to others.
So again I am not being preachy,prescriptive or judgemental,merely sharing with you the wisdom it took me a mighty fall to find,we fall so we can learn to pick ourselves up,it's also nice not to push away the hands that will be there to help you either..
Take care Star,in what ever you do..and I really do mean that,and I also hope one day we can meet up and then when you hear the tone of my voice you'll hopefully understand more of what I write.
Andi got herself into a bad situation with Shane,re:drugs..and don't think for a moment I am equating you with Shane ok?
Nonetheless,she now has more than valid reasons for wanting Hansel to have a more 'stable'life,ie:one with her free from the things that nearly cost her loosing him...I hope and pray you can see what I mean by this.
yep there is the argument "What the hell do you know about my life Terry,who gave you the right the to be judgemental?"..I am not being judgemental,I am just appraising facts as I see them...and as I wish you could too.
Hansel is a gift,and as with all gifts not one you should treat with a certain casualness..as he is your flesh and blood,he needs you in his life to be there for him,now I'll be honest with you here Star,I have two lovely nephews frankly the situation I am in at the moment is not one that will best place me to be there for them either..I am trying my best to rectify this as I know there are those who want me to be a functioning part of their lives too!,I gave up smoking weed,cut back on my drinking,now my thoughts are straighter,I can see a better stabler path back to those that I know care,as they have said 'NO'to me on more than several occasions..and you know what I am damn well glad they have,yeah I pulled my head out of my ass..I was using substances for far to long as a crutch,alcohol,weed,painkillers and 'shrooms..in my selfishness I didn't realise that my family is the real strength,and now once I regain mine,I am going to do all I can to repay that because I do know now in all realism,that we do owe something to others.
So again I am not being preachy,prescriptive or judgemental,merely sharing with you the wisdom it took me a mighty fall to find,we fall so we can learn to pick ourselves up,it's also nice not to push away the hands that will be there to help you either..
Take care Star,in what ever you do..and I really do mean that,and I also hope one day we can meet up and then when you hear the tone of my voice you'll hopefully understand more of what I write.
All the best
Terence Balfour ¬?xx
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