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dave moves in on thursday, i think.
this is very exciting.
this is very positive.
i am very very happy.
but theres some mechanism of self preservation and self doubt that wont shut off.
i try and try
and i know i just have to see it through.
you dumb cunts never mattered.
and never will.
dave was never yours,
he was always mine.
and i need to stay positive and happy
and focused, on what i really want.
because id rather shut off this grueling thought process
than let it kill all that i have lived for.
im happy.
im successful.
im driven.
and passionate.
and no attention whores or insecure beasts or slobbering wannabes will ever touch me.
so you can kiss my fucking pasty white ass.
youre not my friend.
my friends are small in numbers, but fuck, they are still better than you.
this is very exciting.
this is very positive.
i am very very happy.
but theres some mechanism of self preservation and self doubt that wont shut off.
i try and try
and i know i just have to see it through.
you dumb cunts never mattered.
and never will.
dave was never yours,
he was always mine.
and i need to stay positive and happy
and focused, on what i really want.
because id rather shut off this grueling thought process
than let it kill all that i have lived for.
im happy.
im successful.
im driven.
and passionate.
and no attention whores or insecure beasts or slobbering wannabes will ever touch me.
so you can kiss my fucking pasty white ass.
youre not my friend.
my friends are small in numbers, but fuck, they are still better than you.