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i feel like i did 3 weeks ago om my meds i don't like it stopcrying cait stop it stop it stop it. perfct timing for tine, sinc ei wont talk to him for a few days he said. it isn't his fault i just alawys try to find some one to blame for my mistakes which is whyh i am like this why i am so fucked now. i was completely fine yesterday , happy. i hate my fucking head i hate my fucking body i need to go away i hate being alone when im like this it's always the wrong time it happens. my fucking luck, hm? i want to see somebody.fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfucki'm tierd of my family and those ladies bothering me i'm tired of everything i am so goddamn tired.
'Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight'
-a7x-
i';m dizzy and shaky and my heart hurts. it really does..like physically. i hoep i have a fucking heart attack.
no offense to any of you, even my best friends. this is totally contradicting myself in saying that'i'm so alone someone come be with me' but unles you're right here wiht me now FUCK OFF. fuck....off. thank you. i need no pity. this is my journal. i write what i fucking want. not to get comments 'oh i'm sorry sweetie i wish i could help..blahblah' SHUT UP. i don't need that shit. leave me aloen if all you have is fucking pity. i love you TineAshleyKatMegAsh. i am coming soon...
'Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight'
-a7x-
i';m dizzy and shaky and my heart hurts. it really does..like physically. i hoep i have a fucking heart attack.
no offense to any of you, even my best friends. this is totally contradicting myself in saying that'i'm so alone someone come be with me' but unles you're right here wiht me now FUCK OFF. fuck....off. thank you. i need no pity. this is my journal. i write what i fucking want. not to get comments 'oh i'm sorry sweetie i wish i could help..blahblah' SHUT UP. i don't need that shit. leave me aloen if all you have is fucking pity. i love you TineAshleyKatMegAsh. i am coming soon...