Reflection of ones self
Where to start.... I've been thinking alot lately. Despite how funny that may sound, i've been thinking ALOT lately. I've been thinking on the kind of person I am, and the way I go around doing things. See, im the kind of person that does alot for other people. NOt to see if I can get something in Return, but just out of Kindness. I do lots of things, heck, i spend money on friends, and i dont ask for anything in return. I am the kind of person that cares about my friends alot. I also dont like making anyone feel unconfertable. Cause of that, i dont say many things to a individual. I may think a person is drop dead gorgeos, sexy,Beutiful, but I may not tell them that just because I dont want them to feel uncomfertable talking or hanging out with me. Heck, I may even have a crush on someone, but i wont say a word for the same reason. Yeah, i've dated plenty of times, but i truly never knew the people, and i didnt feel that comfertable with them. Although, I dont like expressing the way I feel about people (if i would like them or would like to date them), I truly want a meaningful Realationship with someone. I can care less about Sex or any of that. I truly want a Meaningful Realationship, I want to be with someone, I want to be wanted. If sex happends, it happends, but its not what i strive for. I would rather have something that is Forfilling than something that is meaningless and empty. Sigh..... i think.... i think too much.......