boys...boys.....boy......
yes just leave it as that i am mad at myself i am tired of these fucking closeted bitches i am not going to take the time or effort into getting someone to come out it's too long and it so dose not pay off the first never last not that i expect it too but i dont think i can deal with another one like larry for example i dont think anyone knows that when i first met larry he was closted time wasted and now with this new guy roed omg he's sooo fucking cute no i mean cute fucking cute i like he i think likes me he's always smieling talking to me and what ever else and blah were always catching eyes and shit but as happy that makes me i dont want to do antyihng this time he's so not worth it i know bad huh but yea we'll see what happens right. but i dont plan on being in a relatinoship anyways ill just use him for sex lol. anyways work is ok i like american eagle and apparently they like me lol i like my assistant manager jesse but he reminds me alot of one of my ex's andrew illl but a better looking version of andrew. anyhoo i better watch what i eat i know i am active an exsercise but i dont want to get fat i dont want too lol anyways i am off to bed night night take joseph