you make me want to blah blah

Jul 22, 2005 03:12

starlightslove86: hi.
starlightslove86: well im about to go
starlightslove86: so i will see you later
starlightslove86: sorry didnt call you back. was busy.lol.
MC Boy Power: no dont go get off invisible please
MC Boy Power: hi
MC Boy Power: ur off:-)
MC Boy Power: hiii
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: yea
MC Boy Power: dont go
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: :-)
starlightslove86: ok
starlightslove86: not going
MC Boy Power: yayayay
starlightslove86: :-D
starlightslove86: so how was your day?
MC Boy Power: it was okay
MC Boy Power: what do u think of sex in a car
MC Boy Power: ??
MC Boy Power: is that bad
MC Boy Power: is that good
MC Boy Power: is it uncomfortable
starlightslove86: lol sex in car i think it sounds better than it is
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: very uncomfortable
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: it is
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: lol but i dont have sex lol
MC Boy Power: i tried doing it tonight with my bf
MC Boy Power: and i was like no never mind
MC Boy Power: i cant
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: :-)
starlightslove86: that sucks
starlightslove86: what kind of car is it?
MC Boy Power: jeep
MC Boy Power: ugh
MC Boy Power: im so annoyed
MC Boy Power: i hope i didnt upset my bf
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: ok lets talk about something else
starlightslove86: aww
starlightslove86: that's why im happy im single lol
starlightslove86: no offense
MC Boy Power: lol
MC Boy Power: i wish i could be single
MC Boy Power: but i like him too much
starlightslove86: is he that good?
starlightslove86: all i know is i cant be with guys for a while
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: so what do you like better being in relationship or being single?
MC Boy Power: single:-(
MC Boy Power: im just so confuseddddd
MC Boy Power: about everythgugngnngg
MC Boy Power: why canttt i justt haveee a regularr lifeee
MC Boy Power: :-((!!!!
starlightslove86: awww hugs
starlightslove86: you make me want to cry
starlightslove86: dont take that in a bad way
starlightslove86: im just emtional tonight. to many break ups for me to handle. lol. that's why i couldnt call my aunt just got divorced so i had to be there with her
starlightslove86: and it's everywhere on tv lol
starlightslove86: im pathetic
starlightslove86: well what makes you want to be with someone?
starlightslove86: sorry for all the questions
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: :-Dcheer up.
MC Boy Power: :-D
starlightslove86: you dont mind me asking more questions do you?
starlightslove86: it's fine if you want to leave it as that
MC Boy Power: askk mee
MC Boy Power: anything
MC Boy Power: i need someone to talk to :-)
starlightslove86: so do i.
starlightslove86: why are you in the relationship for if you want to be single?
starlightslove86: what's so confusing?
starlightslove86: are you afraid to be alone?
MC Boy Power: yes
MC Boy Power: i just want to be with a boy and skip forever with him
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: well your not alone. you have yourself. and what are you looking for in a relationship? love?
starlightslove86: lol hense alone yourself lol
starlightslove86: stupid me
starlightslove86: but we all want to be with someone right? i just dont understand why we cant be happy with ourselves why is it so hard. and can we achieve it.
starlightslove86: sorry you can probably tell im insane.
starlightslove86: :-\
starlightslove86: stupid emtions.
starlightslove86: brb
MC Boy Power: ok
starlightslove86: ok back hey i have to go getting way to emtional for nothing lol maybe im just tired
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: no stay":-(
starlightslove86: are you sure
starlightslove86: im not good to talk to when im not yea feeling good emtionally wise
MC Boy Power: it sokay
MC Boy Power: i'll make u feel happy
MC Boy Power: :-)
MC Boy Power: ::massage::
MC Boy Power: im feeling betterr
MC Boy Power: i just want to be organiccc
starlightslove86: what's organic?
MC Boy Power: naturallllllllllll
MC Boy Power: :-)
MC Boy Power: i want everything to come naturallll
MC Boy Power: :-)!!
MC Boy Power: hugg
MC Boy Power: wat r u doinn
starlightslove86: nothing
MC Boy Power: i think its coool that we only saw eachother onceeeeee
starlightslove86: just on my cop
MC Boy Power: and now we're tlakigngnngg
MC Boy Power: :-)1
starlightslove86: lol yea it is
MC Boy Power: and i didnt think ud be like this
MC Boy Power: i thought ud be evil!
starlightslove86: lol why evil i can be evil
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: :-)
MC Boy Power: are u into magic
MC Boy Power: like jaime is
starlightslove86: kind of sorta used to be in high school not so much anymore
MC Boy Power: koo
starlightslove86: lol one sec sorry
MC Boy Power: L*
MC Boy Power: L*
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: ok back
MC Boy Power: yay
MC Boy Power: whens ur birthday
starlightslove86: 6 days from now
starlightslove86: 27
MC Boy Power: cooool
MC Boy Power: R U EXCITED
starlightslove86: not really my birthday have been univentful
starlightslove86: incomplete
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: sorry mr downer
starlightslove86: think ill go for a walk
starlightslove86: or run
MC Boy Power: right now?
starlightslove86: yea
starlightslove86: when my ex broke up with at 3 am and left me with his new man. on the same night or moring i ran.from 1st to parkway and then to navajo and came back around 6 amish
starlightslove86: it was sad
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: omg
MC Boy Power: i woulda ran with u
MC Boy Power: to make u feel better
starlightslove86: smileing
starlightslove86: i think that's why im crying right now
starlightslove86: it's my mind thought it tells me i have no one. but i do i have my family but there not there when i need them. lol.
starlightslove86: and it makes me want a man to fill those spots in my life but i have to do that myself
MC Boy Power: i'll be ur firned
starlightslove86: yay!
starlightslove86: :-P
starlightslove86: your like omg this guy is crazy
starlightslove86: :-X
MC Boy Power: no not at all
MC Boy Power: hi
starlightslove86: hi
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: sorry*
MC Boy Power: im eating fruit loops
MC Boy Power: whos ur ex bf
starlightslove86: sounds good
starlightslove86: the guy i was with that one night at dennys
MC Boy Power: hes the one who left u
MC Boy Power: and u started runningg
starlightslove86: yea
starlightslove86: him
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: he came back cause he's boyfriend wasnt out lol
starlightslove86: but he's still with same guy
MC Boy Power: r u guys still friends
starlightslove86: not anymore
starlightslove86: i cleared things up with him the other day
starlightslove86: i told him i wished him the best. but when ever he sees me dont treat me like crap.
starlightslove86: i try not to think about it.lol. it's just frustrating and i have to let it go. i dont know why it's so hard though. i've been in many relationships but this one is the hardest to get over. lol
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: hug!
starlightslove86: thanks for listening to me
MC Boy Power: no problem!
MC Boy Power: :-)!
MC Boy Power: ur so amazingly cool!:-)!
starlightslove86: no im not im a wreck
starlightslove86: :-[
MC Boy Power: ::hug::
starlightslove86: :-D
MC Boy Power: so if u got to talk to me when we first saw eachother
MC Boy Power: what would u have said
starlightslove86: i dont know. i would have said wtf are you with jaime
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: lollll
MC Boy Power: whyyy
starlightslove86: it's jaime lol
starlightslove86: that's why
MC Boy Power: lollll
MC Boy Power: do u have any other nasty things to tell me about him!
starlightslove86: besides his nasty penie
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: lolll
starlightslove86: he's a ho
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: omg really:-(
starlightslove86: yea
starlightslove86: you didnt know
MC Boy Power: i didnttt
MC Boy Power: :-(((
MC Boy Power: no wi feel dirty
starlightslove86: lol maybe he hid it from you he braged to me about it all the time
MC Boy Power: ewwww
MC Boy Power: how nasty
starlightslove86: im like ewww
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: lol i feel bad the whol convo i was supposed t o ask questions about you and get to know you and then it turned around on me
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: lol
MC Boy Power: hug
starlightslove86: what's your sign?
MC Boy Power: virgo
MC Boy Power: and urs
starlightslove86: and do you know what your rising is?
starlightslove86: well my sun is in leo and my acending is aries and my moon is in tarus
starlightslove86: astrology freak lol
MC Boy Power: hehehe
starlightslove86: buy in short im a leo
starlightslove86: a good one
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: O:-)
MC Boy Power: :-)
MC Boy Power: :::hugs u::
MC Boy Power: where do u work
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: ummm mcdonalds lol
starlightslove86: jk
starlightslove86: i work or used to work at blockbuster sadly
starlightslove86: now im jobless
starlightslove86: i like it that way
MC Boy Power: im jobless tooo
starlightslove86: lol going back to school
MC Boy Power: im looking for afun job
starlightslove86: so am i
MC Boy Power: and i dont like school
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: i just hate it so much
starlightslove86: i did
starlightslove86: but it pays off lol im going to finish my major in russian then im going to become a dental assitant or prob start off as nurse lol or maybe cosmotology lol
starlightslove86: so many things i want to do
MC Boy Power: i just wanna die:-)
starlightslove86: why?
MC Boy Power: cuz i dont feel like i need to live
starlightslove86: awwww... is there any reason behind that?
starlightslove86: O:-)**HUGS**O:-)
MC Boy Power: huggg
MC Boy Power: i need hugsss
MC Boy Power: :-)!
starlightslove86: So do you want to talk about it?
MC Boy Power: i wanna talk about youuu
MC Boy Power: why did u decide to cut ur hair
starlightslove86: why are you intrested in me im boreing
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: no ur not
MC Boy Power: how old r u gonna be
starlightslove86: 12
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: 19
starlightslove86: im old
starlightslove86: but what makes you ask about my hair?
MC Boy Power: it looked cute:-)
starlightslove86: you liked it?
MC Boy Power: yesss
MC Boy Power: i wanted to braid it
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: i cut my hair because dont get mad at me
starlightslove86: i wanted to be loved. i haddant hade human contact and i was desperate and jaime wanted me to cut my hair so i cut it for him. he always thought i was ugly. and didnt like it. i did i miss it i cried on the chair.
MC Boy Power: =-O
MC Boy Power: jaime?
starlightslove86: yea
MC Boy Power: r u okay
MC Boy Power: lol
starlightslove86: lol i was desperate
starlightslove86: i was lonely and he took advantage of that
starlightslove86: im supprised you liked it. not alot of people did.
starlightslove86: :-)
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: ew jaime grosses me out now lol
starlightslove86: your telling me when he pulled his pants down that night he wanted to have sex i was like illllll
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: i knew he just wanted to use me to i think that's why i didnt do anything
MC Boy Power: ew:-(
MC Boy Power: was it while he was with me
starlightslove86: no
starlightslove86: i wouldnt even do that
starlightslove86: it was after you
starlightslove86: 8-)
starlightslove86: U there?
MC Boy Power: im here
MC Boy Power: :-)
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: what did you think of me when you first saw me?
starlightslove86: besides evil and mean
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: and a bitch!
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: i was like why is he givine me dirty looks
MC Boy Power: :0
MC Boy Power: and then i just smiled at everyone:-)!
starlightslove86: i was giving you dirty looks?
starlightslove86: i never look at anyone
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: i dont like eye contact unless im talking to someone
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: hehe
MC Boy Power: i wanna make eye contact with u
starlightslove86: why?
MC Boy Power: cuz i like ur eyes
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: thanks
MC Boy Power: i wanna cuddle with u
starlightslove86: i will wera eyeliner when isee you next time to bring them out
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: awww
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: :-Pblushing
MC Boy Power: hehe
starlightslove86: lol speachless
MC Boy Power: why
starlightslove86: lol not alot of people say that to me
MC Boy Power: why
starlightslove86: look at me
starlightslove86: that's why
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: :-Dim used to it though
starlightslove86: im just happy right now
MC Boy Power: why r u happy
starlightslove86: just am
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: stupid me
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: :-D
MC Boy Power: huggg
starlightslove86: thanks
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: heheh
starlightslove86: :-P
starlightslove86: i like your voice it's deep unlike mine
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: your like omg he'sa girl
MC Boy Power: no
MC Boy Power: ::-)
MC Boy Power: u sound cute
starlightslove86: thanks
MC Boy Power: hehehe
starlightslove86: what cell comp do you have?
starlightslove86: i have tmobile
MC Boy Power: i have cingular
starlightslove86: cingular sucks!!!!
starlightslove86: tmobile better lol
starlightslove86: :-X
MC Boy Power: hug
starlightslove86: what's hug for?
MC Boy Power: for everything
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: you never told me why you want to die?
MC Boy Power: i have low self esteem
MC Boy Power: :-(
MC Boy Power: i dont likemyself
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: well i change that.
starlightslove86: hugs
starlightslove86: you have alot to live for.
MC Boy Power: ;9
starlightslove86: if you werent alive who would i be talking to right now
MC Boy Power: like you?
starlightslove86: exactly im selfish lol
MC Boy Power: lol
starlightslove86: how about your family do you get along with them well?
MC Boy Power: just my sisters
MC Boy Power: not my parents
starlightslove86: well then your sisters
starlightslove86: screw your paretns lol
starlightslove86: O:-)look ill tell you what someone told me. it's so easy to be mad and want to die. but it's hard to be happy and be complete that's what we must achieve joseph.opps lol
starlightslove86: shrink
MC Boy Power: :-)
starlightslove86: i know that didnt help
starlightslove86: im sorry
MC Boy Power: hrhrhrhrhr
MC Boy Power: hehehee
MC Boy Power: i want a massage
starlightslove86: im good at that
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: :-P
MC Boy Power: :-D
MC Boy Power: :-D
MC Boy Power: hi
starlightslove86: seasons greeting
starlightslove86: sorry boreing you now
MC Boy Power: no
starlightslove86: where did you meet jaime?
MC Boy Power: street corner
starlightslove86: lol your kidding me
MC Boy Power: :-)
starlightslove86: what made you talk to him if your so shy?
MC Boy Power: im just kidding i methimonline
MC Boy Power: hehhehe
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: oh i see
MC Boy Power: when he was in the army
MC Boy Power: he would always strip on his cam
starlightslove86: omg
starlightslove86: how nasty
starlightslove86: you knew him since then
MC Boy Power: yes
starlightslove86: lol and did you like it
MC Boy Power: yes
starlightslove86: omg i thought you said he was nasty
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: i do think he is now
MC Boy Power: but i used to like it
MC Boy Power: do u understand!
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: no i dont!!!
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: jk
starlightslove86: i do
MC Boy Power: :-)
starlightslove86: so what are you up to?
MC Boy Power: nothinn
starlightslove86: bzzz wrong answer lol
starlightslove86: jk
starlightslove86: im about to go for a walk
starlightslove86: lol
MC Boy Power: no
MC Boy Power: dont go
starlightslove86: lol why?
MC Boy Power: cuz i like talking to u
starlightslove86: awwww
starlightslove86: i like talking to you to
MC Boy Power: yayay
starlightslove86: ;-)
MC Boy Power: hi friend
starlightslove86: :-!burp
starlightslove86: lol
starlightslove86: hi
MC Boy Power: ur my new best friend3
starlightslove86: wooot
starlightslove86: feeling specail
starlightslove86: special>**
starlightslove86: hey brb
starlightslove86: my connection is being a bitch
MC Boy Power: :-(
starlightslove86: back
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