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well, the parts of my future that were undetermined have now been laid out. that is, if all goes according to plan. i am applying to graduate school for classes starting next summer and then an internship the fall after that. i will be doing 2 years of grad work because i was too late and too behind to enter the english teaching 5 year program. i just really have to bust my ass, get my gpa up to 3 and get my bachelors degree in the spring. i feel like i have pretty good odds of being accepted into the grad program, and hopefully i get that internship too. i feel like everything has to happen just right and in order or else i get nowhere. everything i did today was like on deadline. its scary but im making every step very calculated from now on.