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[deathisinfinite]

thank you. honestly and sincerely, thank you. to those of you who gave enough of a shit to leave me some kind of message. yesterday was a really shitty day. it just felt like i woke up and had no clue who i was or what i was doing...my identity vanished. i'm not trying to say that i'm some kind of victim and people just dump thier shit off on me, i truly invite it. and it's hard. on top of all this. i'm 23. with no future. i just feel really hopeless. i miss alot of my friends. i miss everything. it almost feels like i'm trying to live in the past. i just don't know. but back to the purpose of this post, those of you who said they were there for me, it was the best feeling reading that. even though i might not be successful or be able to do anything of value, but at least i've impacted your life enough for you to call me a friend. and that is more valuable than anything i've ever owned. thanks guys, for picking a brother up when he's down.
<3chris

today wasn't much better until i checked my email. thanks again for calling me friend.