Feb 27, 2005 19:43
I'm done with lies, fake smiles, and pain. I'm changing my life, starting over. I will feel no hate towards anyone, all my past problems are forgiven. Broken promises are given a second chance. I'm tired from the drama, it just becomes tiresome and repetitive. All my pain will no longer be concealed behind these fake smiles that you all know so well. I want to be a happy person. I want to know how it feels to have no excess weight on my shoulders. I want to become more organized, to be able to balance school, leaders, boyscouts, and friendship equally. I want to clean up my language, I want to pass my classes with flying colors. I do not want to show others what I can do, I want to show myself what I am capable of. I want to go to church, and believe in something. I want to make everyone laugh. I want to atleast make everyone smile.
I want to change the world, starting with myself.