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May 11, 2010 16:50

I feel like I'm being tested right now.

I didn't get into that Masters program, now it's too late to get into any other program, so I won't get financial aid until, hopefully, next Fall (2011). I'm not sure if I'll get my classes paid for either and, if I don't go to school, I'll have to start paying back my student loan, which I can't afford. I can't apply for another MA program until next Fall and I still probably won't be qualified. The Psychology MA program requires that you take the GRE, which costs $150.

I just got a ticket which Joe tells me costs $400. I turned right at the very end of a yellow light, so it turned red and I guess it was one of the 4 stops in Stockton that has a camera for not stopping before you turn right on a red.

We applied to get food stamps and haven't heard anything in 8 days, even though they said they would contact us in 3. We won't be able to take classes in the Summer, which I'm not sure is good or bad, as far as food stamp qualification goes.

I am getting my BA at the end of this semester, but it's in Psychology and can do, literally, nothing for me as far as getting a job goes. I've applied for a few jobs, but have heard nothing yet and I don't think that I will. I have too many tattoos to hope to work anywhere normal, probably not even with long-sleeved shirts, because I have tattoos on both of my hands too.

I'm trying to lose 50 pounds and I've already lost 50. Which is semi-yay, but it's very stressful.

I have a cat who's bleeding from her mouth and I'm not sure why, but we've taken her to the vet 3 times in the last year and have paid over $600 for surgery for her.

Joe will start school at the Turlock campus of Stanislaus in the Fall. He still doesn't drive, so I'll have to drive him. I thought I would be taking classes there too, so it wouldn't be a big deal, but now it will be a fucking asshole. And it will cost money to drive there and to park there and Joe will be the only one receiving financial aid and it will be all we have to live off of until he gets more financial aid in the Spring. We have about $300 right now to last us all Summer.

I hate to sound dramatic, but I so badly want to cut myself.
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