Dangling from a silver lining....
I'm bored so I think I'll update.
I'm going home tonight. I'm gonna work on my paper all weekend so I can't get drunk and forget to do it, because odds are thats what would happen if I stayed here. Its really sad but its the truth. In fact I've been either sad or disappointed with myself all day because of my behavior recently and I really need to clear my head. I also need to call that European woman doctor in the city about my meds, because I think I might need a stronger kind or a higher dosage. Or maybe I just need to stop drinking. I am a beligerent, unappealing drunk. This weekend I'm gonna watch trainspotting, work on my paper, stay sober, spend some family time, spend some me time, play some guitar and just get a lot of thinking done, cuz i need to do a lot of thinking about a lot of stuff.
Hopefully I won't be doing all that shit at once.
I know that some Jaspers are reading and it might feel like I'm abandoning you guys, but I'll be back soon, I promise.
In the mean time, if anyone's in Croton this weekend and you wanna hang out, gimme a call on my cell or at home.
I'm going home tonight. I'm gonna work on my paper all weekend so I can't get drunk and forget to do it, because odds are thats what would happen if I stayed here. Its really sad but its the truth. In fact I've been either sad or disappointed with myself all day because of my behavior recently and I really need to clear my head. I also need to call that European woman doctor in the city about my meds, because I think I might need a stronger kind or a higher dosage. Or maybe I just need to stop drinking. I am a beligerent, unappealing drunk. This weekend I'm gonna watch trainspotting, work on my paper, stay sober, spend some family time, spend some me time, play some guitar and just get a lot of thinking done, cuz i need to do a lot of thinking about a lot of stuff.
Hopefully I won't be doing all that shit at once.
I know that some Jaspers are reading and it might feel like I'm abandoning you guys, but I'll be back soon, I promise.
In the mean time, if anyone's in Croton this weekend and you wanna hang out, gimme a call on my cell or at home.