Christmas Eve.....
Everybody, don't worry. I can't fix my own problems but I can take a whack at the ones you got and let you know that its going to be ok. I want to help. That is all.
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All the shopping is done, I've kept all of 'em in mind. I'm particularly proud of the present I got my dad. Its from the heart. I hope I don't get anything this year. I've been bad; don't deserve anything, don't want it. Like at the end of the show when the kid learns a valuable lesson and they give all their presents away to charity. Maybe I should do that.
The mood I put is introspective, meaning looking inside to see the good and the bad, dark and light elementals, forming and corroding in shape, one gets bigger than the other for a brief period of time. Is it a pattern? Will it happen again? Its how I feel right now. Not like over this vacation, but this point in time and space. Its wierd. Half a mind of problems tattered by jubilation.
I've just discovered a means to listen to Isis directly through their website, and I feel stupid for having not known it before. They're such a good band. I had been on the outs with spacey music for a while, taking the Tool out of my stereo, but this band is hope inspiring. Actually, they inspire a lot of emotions, feelings, moods, colors....such a good band....
This will probably be the last time I update before Christmas, and to all of you who celebrate it, happy Christmas. All of you who don't, I still love you guys too. Time to drift into my own vortex....Peaceout
~burmA
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All the shopping is done, I've kept all of 'em in mind. I'm particularly proud of the present I got my dad. Its from the heart. I hope I don't get anything this year. I've been bad; don't deserve anything, don't want it. Like at the end of the show when the kid learns a valuable lesson and they give all their presents away to charity. Maybe I should do that.
The mood I put is introspective, meaning looking inside to see the good and the bad, dark and light elementals, forming and corroding in shape, one gets bigger than the other for a brief period of time. Is it a pattern? Will it happen again? Its how I feel right now. Not like over this vacation, but this point in time and space. Its wierd. Half a mind of problems tattered by jubilation.
I've just discovered a means to listen to Isis directly through their website, and I feel stupid for having not known it before. They're such a good band. I had been on the outs with spacey music for a while, taking the Tool out of my stereo, but this band is hope inspiring. Actually, they inspire a lot of emotions, feelings, moods, colors....such a good band....
This will probably be the last time I update before Christmas, and to all of you who celebrate it, happy Christmas. All of you who don't, I still love you guys too. Time to drift into my own vortex....Peaceout
~burmA