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wow......
I don't know but I definitely still have hallucinations. Unless I really am seeing ghosts and things popping in and out of otherworlds.
I'm not depressed anymore though I still get depressed...it isn't for no reason... but things , if I let them last long enough... can probably put me right back into that crap.
I'm waiting for my mom to get here right now. I'm staying in hood river for a couple of days. I need to get away from this house for a minute. I wish I didn't feel that way.
I was wondering why people are concerned with what other people think. Well I'm wondering a little bit about why I'm so concerned with loosing 15lbs (down to 15!). I mean who cares...really.... I'm not in any competition for anything. I think that I notice how my body jsut feels different and how people act towards me...but it could just be my confidence affecting that. But even before I had this to loose Istill wanted to loose 10.
IT isn't like I can't either. Maybe it's comforting for me to obsess over not loving myself completely. Although I really don't feel as if I don't love myself.... I still...have issues...
I don't know but I definitely still have hallucinations. Unless I really am seeing ghosts and things popping in and out of otherworlds.
I'm not depressed anymore though I still get depressed...it isn't for no reason... but things , if I let them last long enough... can probably put me right back into that crap.
I'm waiting for my mom to get here right now. I'm staying in hood river for a couple of days. I need to get away from this house for a minute. I wish I didn't feel that way.
I was wondering why people are concerned with what other people think. Well I'm wondering a little bit about why I'm so concerned with loosing 15lbs (down to 15!). I mean who cares...really.... I'm not in any competition for anything. I think that I notice how my body jsut feels different and how people act towards me...but it could just be my confidence affecting that. But even before I had this to loose Istill wanted to loose 10.
IT isn't like I can't either. Maybe it's comforting for me to obsess over not loving myself completely. Although I really don't feel as if I don't love myself.... I still...have issues...