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So much in so little time.
Swore I wouldn't lose myself.
Stare at the words. Unbelieving.
Lost what I didn't have, but it was mine
can never truly go back. on any end.
wouldn't want to.
never be the same. a loss of my sight.
undeserving. a void.
a glimpse of hopeful thinking means an eternity of neglect.
a glimpse of neglect means eternity of hope.
if only in my dreams will I ever hold again.
I'd just close my eyes all the time and never leave the bed.
I understand the motives. I want to say I'd do the same.
but I wouldnt. I'd hold on.
cause nothing makes me sadder, but nothing makes me happier.
Broken a second time. for you.
Swore I wouldn't lose myself.
Stare at the words. Unbelieving.
Lost what I didn't have, but it was mine
can never truly go back. on any end.
wouldn't want to.
never be the same. a loss of my sight.
undeserving. a void.
a glimpse of hopeful thinking means an eternity of neglect.
a glimpse of neglect means eternity of hope.
if only in my dreams will I ever hold again.
I'd just close my eyes all the time and never leave the bed.
I understand the motives. I want to say I'd do the same.
but I wouldnt. I'd hold on.
cause nothing makes me sadder, but nothing makes me happier.
Broken a second time. for you.