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So much has happened. I find it easier to list my thoughts than to ramble on and jam everything into a massive paragraph. Just for the sake of organization, simplicity, and updating... this is my list..
1. I moved out of my Dad's house and am living with Sam until my Mom comes to get me..
2. Its father's day, and I dont hate anyone more than my "father" right now. He wouldnt even speak to me today, and its been 5 days since the argument.
3. I have nothing to apologize for. He was drunk, he beat me. I left...
4. I have a new boyfriend, who is absolutely amazing.
5. In finding this love, I broke eight hearts and the guilt kills
6. I have gone 28 hours without a cigarette... Anyone want to make a bet on how much longer I can go?
7. Sam is at work, then were going to chill with Jeremy, hopefully I can see Jason
8. Paintball is a complicated game.
9. If you get hit with white paintballs, it looks like someone jizzed on you.
10. I cant stop eating twizzlers
11. I feel so unwanted, like I dont belong..
12. this book is depressing, it makes me realize that I really do have problems and do need treatment.. I am depressed, have numerous substance abuse problems, I am codependent, and have repressed hostility..
13. I dont know what to say to anyone or how to act..
14. I dont care
1. I moved out of my Dad's house and am living with Sam until my Mom comes to get me..
2. Its father's day, and I dont hate anyone more than my "father" right now. He wouldnt even speak to me today, and its been 5 days since the argument.
3. I have nothing to apologize for. He was drunk, he beat me. I left...
4. I have a new boyfriend, who is absolutely amazing.
5. In finding this love, I broke eight hearts and the guilt kills
6. I have gone 28 hours without a cigarette... Anyone want to make a bet on how much longer I can go?
7. Sam is at work, then were going to chill with Jeremy, hopefully I can see Jason
8. Paintball is a complicated game.
9. If you get hit with white paintballs, it looks like someone jizzed on you.
10. I cant stop eating twizzlers
11. I feel so unwanted, like I dont belong..
12. this book is depressing, it makes me realize that I really do have problems and do need treatment.. I am depressed, have numerous substance abuse problems, I am codependent, and have repressed hostility..
13. I dont know what to say to anyone or how to act..
14. I dont care