omg going crazyish
hey. i haven't wrote in here for a while buti need to write a few things on my mind....
first off i am going crazy cause i want to go and marry ashley right now...i am so madly in love with her it's not even funny...i know in my heart soul and mind that i want to spend the rest of my life with her and make her the happiest girl that has ever lived...i know this cause she makes me the happiest that has ever lived.. she makes me feel important, wanted, respected, loved, everything...i could not ask for anything more from ashley..i feel so bad that i am outting her thru so much stress and shit cause of my ex aka bitch....i wish she didn't have to go thru any of it...i would deffinetely do the same for her tho...i hope she knows that...she's in teh other room right now waiting on me to go finish a walk to remember. i know it's making her crazy waiting me to get in there to watch it with her..lol...i love ashley so much...i know this cause when i leave her just to go in the other room. i can't wait to get back and see that beautiful face and soft hands and warm kisses and cute feet and smoking hottttt body...i can't wait to tell i love her again and again and again...i might tell her to much but thats because i love her so much and i want her to know how i feel all the time...i want to get everything with my ex done and over with so that ahsley doesn't have to worry or stress or anything but relax and be free to tell everyone she wants that me and her are madly in love and are very happy to be with eachother and couldn't ask for anything more...i can't wait til we get our own place to be free to do whatever the hell we want to... run around naked if we want to... lol...and it will happen...well she is probably goign crazy waiting on me so i am off to the bedroom to the love of my life...i love you ashley redmond...i always have and i always will...