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recently i had this very interesting conversation with one of my bffs jane right. and she asks me, out of the blue, if i was scared to have a relationship with someone. my normal instinct of course was to deny it but i was thinking that i am. she asked me i think because i constantly tease her of all the mushy stuff her and her boyfriend do and tease other couples too. she said once i find a good guy to have a good relationship with, ill end up like her, which i personally find hard to believe. ive always been the one to make fun of these kinds of relationships and all that and i just cant see myself doing something like that. okay, well i can see it, i just dont want to. i think maybe im afraid of getting close to certain guys because ive just always been showed what dicks they can be. i need a funny, generous, caring, fun, protective (when needed) gentleman.
so one of my bffs jane did make me realize that im not afraid of relationships, theres just not enough good guys out there. and if there is, i havent been lucky enough to find one.
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and on to more interesting and more important news. my dad is moving to washington. not DC, the state. not as far as guam but still far enough to reeeeally miss him. hell be taking a two hour drive up to seattle with i think maybe my brother at the end of august and will be gone for the next two years. yeah, it sucks. it hasnt really kicked in that when we need him around he cant just come and rescue us or anything but i know it will. just needs time. i mean talk about taken for advantage right? hes gone from monday to friday when hes living in norwalk and us kids complain and argue with him while hes home. now hell be gone for two years (with the usual holiday visits). this'll be tough for sure.
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P.S.
ive fallen in love with the song The Heinrich Maneuver by Interpol.
so one of my bffs jane did make me realize that im not afraid of relationships, theres just not enough good guys out there. and if there is, i havent been lucky enough to find one.
:]
and on to more interesting and more important news. my dad is moving to washington. not DC, the state. not as far as guam but still far enough to reeeeally miss him. hell be taking a two hour drive up to seattle with i think maybe my brother at the end of august and will be gone for the next two years. yeah, it sucks. it hasnt really kicked in that when we need him around he cant just come and rescue us or anything but i know it will. just needs time. i mean talk about taken for advantage right? hes gone from monday to friday when hes living in norwalk and us kids complain and argue with him while hes home. now hell be gone for two years (with the usual holiday visits). this'll be tough for sure.
:'[
P.S.
ive fallen in love with the song The Heinrich Maneuver by Interpol.