Feb 05, 2006 12:16
Another letter to you: R******,
Yeah, just found out about you today. Congrats I guess. I guess your whiney mood got you a girlfriend after all. Too bad I liked you. Meh, but this is my life I guess. I'm not ment to be happy. I love someone who doesn't love me. So cliche, but the sad part is that it's all true. I'm almost envious that you have someone to love and to comfort at night but I'm left all alone. I'm going to just crawl in a hole and swallow a gun.
I'm so fucking depressed right now. Valentines day is coming up, fist time I'll be alone. I wish that someone would just tell me that they love me, I don't know what to do anymore. Life doesn't feel like it's worth living. It'd continue to turn if I wasn't on it anymore.
Whatever. I don't care anymore.