I was not shrugging you off today; my parents really did visit me. If you want proof of this, ask Jay, or Xhafer-- my parents even saw him passed out on the couch, which kind of embarrassed me.
My AIM today after my parents left at 3pmish had the away message of sleeping, which I WAS doing, as I felt sick. Again, ask Jay. I woke up at 9pm, blew my nose, and came to the quick realization that I have a sinus infection, meaning I due have due course to feel SICK.
If I didn't want anything to do with you, I would have said something to you. It's a personal policy of mine to talk to people when I have a problem with them, and I should hope they extend the same common courtesy to me, Rachel.
The only person here who will dramatically affect whether or not we even TRY to have a friendship anymore is you, which... looks like you don't even want to try anymore.
I'm really not quite sure what to say at all anymore to this post. I don't feel caught or trapped, or anything, as I feel I have no reason to feel that way. I have meant what I said to you, every time I've talked to you. You're not just "some girl". You never will be.
If you want to write me off as being a mistake, as being some jackass who ruined a part of your life, I guess so be it. I can't easily change people's ideas or opinions. However, I want you to realize I do not look at you in even a hint of the same light.
Rachel Jean Acker, you had an impact on my life. I mean that, have meant it, and will continue to mean it. I won't soon forget the days we DID spend together as a couple, and I don't mean the physical interaction.
It's your choice now, where to go from here. If you wish to continue claiming me as dead in your life, that will be your decision, and I will respect it. Just know that I do not think well of that. If you'd like to talk to me, you have my number.
Re: Listen...deathchicken06January 23 2006, 20:39:45 UTC
Um...this wasn't a letter to you. This was for Russell. You know..that guy that I liked. I'm sorry if you got the wrong idea. I guess I should have had his name on this, he won't read it anyways.
My AIM today after my parents left at 3pmish had the away message of sleeping, which I WAS doing, as I felt sick. Again, ask Jay. I woke up at 9pm, blew my nose, and came to the quick realization that I have a sinus infection, meaning I due have due course to feel SICK.
If I didn't want anything to do with you, I would have said something to you. It's a personal policy of mine to talk to people when I have a problem with them, and I should hope they extend the same common courtesy to me, Rachel.
The only person here who will dramatically affect whether or not we even TRY to have a friendship anymore is you, which... looks like you don't even want to try anymore.
I'm really not quite sure what to say at all anymore to this post. I don't feel caught or trapped, or anything, as I feel I have no reason to feel that way. I have meant what I said to you, every time I've talked to you. You're not just "some girl". You never will be.
If you want to write me off as being a mistake, as being some jackass who ruined a part of your life, I guess so be it. I can't easily change people's ideas or opinions. However, I want you to realize I do not look at you in even a hint of the same light.
Rachel Jean Acker, you had an impact on my life. I mean that, have meant it, and will continue to mean it. I won't soon forget the days we DID spend together as a couple, and I don't mean the physical interaction.
It's your choice now, where to go from here. If you wish to continue claiming me as dead in your life, that will be your decision, and I will respect it. Just know that I do not think well of that. If you'd like to talk to me, you have my number.
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