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I'm very confused right now. I just don't know how I feel. I feel a little pissed off/annoyed, sad, depressed, hopeless, naughty, and just a pinch of rage. I'm confused. I turn 18 in 16 days. I guess that's what it is...this "not being a teenager anymore" feeling.
Get to see Ben Wednesday AND Friday. W00t!! Wednesday is holding/massage day. ^_^ And Friday is corpse bride!!
I'm dying my hair...black as far as I know. I just need a change in my life right now, I feel a little more mature. I hate this...when things go wrong in my life I always feel like I mature a little bit. It's weird how things like that work out. I can't wait for my birthday.
Ben, would you like to come over on my birthday and go for a drive with me? I don't know where to, but I wanted to skip school on Friday. (not this Friday, but the 21st) I don't have school on the 24th or 28th, wanna come over ^_~
Anyways, I should hit the hay. Have to wake up early tomorrow *shudder*
Get to see Ben Wednesday AND Friday. W00t!! Wednesday is holding/massage day. ^_^ And Friday is corpse bride!!
I'm dying my hair...black as far as I know. I just need a change in my life right now, I feel a little more mature. I hate this...when things go wrong in my life I always feel like I mature a little bit. It's weird how things like that work out. I can't wait for my birthday.
Ben, would you like to come over on my birthday and go for a drive with me? I don't know where to, but I wanted to skip school on Friday. (not this Friday, but the 21st) I don't have school on the 24th or 28th, wanna come over ^_~
Anyways, I should hit the hay. Have to wake up early tomorrow *shudder*