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Jan 31, 2004 15:20

sashaXcore: im like some porcelain fucking doll they like ot keep on the fucking shelf
sashaXcore: they never let me down to play

yea... so I wanted to call my friend Cait-dogg and see if she wanted to hang and if she had plans.... and if she didnt id pick her up and wed go to the mall... WELL.... my mom was all like dont want you going down in that neighborhood blah blah blah and driving to the mall.... then she talked to my dad... god knows what he said.... and she was like "isnt that a bit too much?" so i doubt i can do that... so then maggie was all like "theres a show" and i told her about the caitlin ordeal.. then i asked where it was and all that jazz and told my mom, she was all like "is maggie driving" and i said ".... she doesnt even have her tempts yet".. so my mom just made this heavy sigh... and like im telling Katie im afraid ot turn 18..... i know how much my mom says "you can do anything you want but i still have rules" and im afraid to be 18.... i cant even begin to think of what i can do... you know why? because im afraid that everything is gonna be how it is now... this sheltered 17 year old chick sitting in an old farm house on kimmel.... never allowed to driver he fucking car anywhere...

you know my mom says that i need to get "independence", how can i if she wont let me have it? she wont let me go hang out with my friends, wont let me go to shows... wont let me do anything unless brett is driving.... WELL HONEY! Brett is working tonight, and I'm not gonna have him do your fucking dirty work for you... youk now he runs errands for my mom and she takes his face and shoves it in the dirt... i swear... i have a car NOW LET ME USE IT!

sashaXcore: i just dont knowwhat to do anymore katie
sashaXcore: i dont
sashaXcore: ive been so stressed out
sashaXcore: every minute i want to break down and cry
sashaXcore: i cant take it but i know i have ot suck it up
sashaXcore: im a "big girl" in the words of my mother
sashaXcore: just like i can "walk myself to the door, you dont need brett to do it for you"
sashaXcore: its only common courtesy
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