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After talking to you last night,
I realized things are hopeless.
I am letting go, but I can't move on, and I won't force myself to do that again.. It will only hurt more. My life is slipping away from me, I need to get a grip. I need to face reality. I need to grow up. I don't need you to be happy. This hurts, bad. I lost you. There will always be an open place for you in my life. I don't regret anything. The only thing I regret is the choices I made. Then again, everything happens for a reason. I just want you to be happy. I want you to be who you are, and not someone you're not even close to being. One day you'll realize how much I really cared and you'll feel what I felt for the past 5 days. I can't say much of anything except I'm sorry. I can't take back anything that was said or done, but I can apoligize for it. You were everything I've ever wanted, It scared me to see I might actually be happy and open up to someone. I love you and always will, despite what you've put me through.
It's time for me to grow up & let go.
I won't keep punishing myself.
I've done all I can.
♥
I realized things are hopeless.
I am letting go, but I can't move on, and I won't force myself to do that again.. It will only hurt more. My life is slipping away from me, I need to get a grip. I need to face reality. I need to grow up. I don't need you to be happy. This hurts, bad. I lost you. There will always be an open place for you in my life. I don't regret anything. The only thing I regret is the choices I made. Then again, everything happens for a reason. I just want you to be happy. I want you to be who you are, and not someone you're not even close to being. One day you'll realize how much I really cared and you'll feel what I felt for the past 5 days. I can't say much of anything except I'm sorry. I can't take back anything that was said or done, but I can apoligize for it. You were everything I've ever wanted, It scared me to see I might actually be happy and open up to someone. I love you and always will, despite what you've put me through.
It's time for me to grow up & let go.
I won't keep punishing myself.
I've done all I can.
♥