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You always told me that you'd never hurt me.
I should of known you'd be like the rest.
You said hurting me, would hurt you 10x's over.
Well good, I hope it hurts. I hope it's unbearable.
I hope everytime you turn around you find something that reminds you of me and once again you start to cry. I hope when you lay down to sleep at night, you toss and turn for hours thinking of all the ways you could of made it better, making it basically impossible to sleep at all. I hope it hurts so bad that you make yourself sick to the point where you can't eat and you feel as if you just want to throw up. I hope this creates issues for you farther down the road, making it even harder for you to ever open up to anyone. I hope you understand now why I was so closed with my emotions. Most of all, I just hope you're happy. I hope she can give what I couldn't. But, please.. Don't change who you are for someone else. Stop trying to be someone you're not. Don't push away the people that care and try to help. Just be the person I know you are, be the person that use to always make me laugh or smile, no matter what mood I was in. The one who always knew what was right for me, and always looked out for me. The one I fell hopelessly for..
No one should ever have to feel the way I do.
No one.
I should of known you'd be like the rest.
You said hurting me, would hurt you 10x's over.
Well good, I hope it hurts. I hope it's unbearable.
I hope everytime you turn around you find something that reminds you of me and once again you start to cry. I hope when you lay down to sleep at night, you toss and turn for hours thinking of all the ways you could of made it better, making it basically impossible to sleep at all. I hope it hurts so bad that you make yourself sick to the point where you can't eat and you feel as if you just want to throw up. I hope this creates issues for you farther down the road, making it even harder for you to ever open up to anyone. I hope you understand now why I was so closed with my emotions. Most of all, I just hope you're happy. I hope she can give what I couldn't. But, please.. Don't change who you are for someone else. Stop trying to be someone you're not. Don't push away the people that care and try to help. Just be the person I know you are, be the person that use to always make me laugh or smile, no matter what mood I was in. The one who always knew what was right for me, and always looked out for me. The one I fell hopelessly for..
No one should ever have to feel the way I do.
No one.