Jan 12, 2005 09:30
I have a friend, who is a but clueless from time to time. Her name is Lauren, not my Lauren, the Lauren who lives in boston that I have been talking to for the last year or two. Well, she is going to this party, and trying her best to pass as 18 even though it's her friends party. She wants to get drunk when she is there, and expects her friend (a 19 year old) to play gaurdian and keep her from banging these guys she wants to see. I asked her why she wanted to get plastered and she ssaid it's somehting she wanted to experience, and the guys (who she hasn't even met) said they wanted to see how she acts drunk. Bright move, huh? Well, being the protective friend I am, I told her it was a bad idea for about 30 minutes and I felt all I was getting from her was a suttle, fuck off. So I ignored her for a few minutes, and then did the mature thing and told her how I felt. I care about her, becasue she is my friend, and I think I guilted her into feeling bad and rethinking this whole thing. I have done my job.
Other than that, I have established contact with my buddy, Jackie (the girl in Kentucky I met over the summer.) We havn't been talking much, and I have been rather anoyed with her, well her boyfriend really, he opened the convorsation witha racist joke, so I blocked the fucker. But, besides that, we had a talk, a good. WE cleared up a few things, and we are still best friends. The end, we can all live hapily everafter. And yes there are a ton of details missing from this paragraph.
I am back in school, it sucks. I want to just sit around... And do nothing. School depresses me, I am not fit for the school enviorment, though I may be the ultimate smart ass and love to crack jokes, I hate school. I need to catch up on my homework, and I would rather be in self study courses, I could learn better with out a teacher yelling at the class to shut the fuck up. Oh yeah, I am getting my knives sharppened, the one made out of surgical steel will be damn nice when its finished. I can't slit my writs with something dull, now could I? And I am getting my other blades sharpened.
On a happier note: My pocet PC will be coming in the mail this weekend, or tomorrow... Somehting Like that. And Lauren might come over this weekend, I hope. Maybe seeing her would get me to calm down a bit. I hate how I get so stressed becasue of my stupid friends during school. I am thinking of putting down the crack pipe (my PC) and doing my school work for once, if I could get through the damn blanket of boredom That is so cozey when I pick up my folder. Wow, it took me quite some time to write this all. Well, it beats TAing this fucking class. I will talk to you all later, see ya.