2 years gone by
Febuary is an interesting month. It is the shortest by all standards, but jam packed with events both in holiday form and personal history.
Is it bad that I don't remember exact dates? I mean I just don't, unless it's just huge. I remember, "oh that was winter of sophmore year", but not yeah june 20th 2007 (that one I do :)) but idk should I try to? hmm... I just don't know
Alot has changed, but alot hasn't. I'm still me, I don't regret my decisions. I enjoy life alot more than I used to, but I don't feel as much deep connection with others. I thinkk this is because I've become content with my relationships with peopl that I know. I know their flaws, their issues and I don't seem to want much more. I wish I had that BFF or that person you always go to that isn't your significant other.
I'm so burnt out on school and band. I'll make it to the end of the school year, I just hope I don't ruin all of the work I've put into highschool and band.
I might have some solo's for issma state quals. I've never had one before and they are alittle out of range, so that should be fun.