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consumed
ordinary just not good enough today....
so glad to be in love, needing someone to hate...
it never works out as well as it does in the movies...i wonder why...
never been so thankful for music, or my family. what little is left. it astounds me at how much things have changed in just a short amount of time. i never thought i could be so consumed by certain emotions that when you sit back and just look, you cant help but smile, no matter how shitty everything else is. no matter how many things i wish could change, or would change, i just smile. i never knew it would happen to me, and if 2 years ago, you told me i would feel this way about him, i would have called you the biggest liar on the face of the planet.
i definatly didnt complete my new years resolution, but i guess who really does. i still havent been able to change the things about myself that i wanted to change. insecurities are a bitch. and not knowing is definatly not the best thing. they say ignorance is bliss, but its really not.
im in an odd mood tonite and i dont know why. i wish i could be everywhere at once, and do everything i want to do. i just dont have the energy.
i want to dance in my underwear. and play in the rain.
im actually excited for the future
ordinary just not good enough today....
so glad to be in love, needing someone to hate...
it never works out as well as it does in the movies...i wonder why...
never been so thankful for music, or my family. what little is left. it astounds me at how much things have changed in just a short amount of time. i never thought i could be so consumed by certain emotions that when you sit back and just look, you cant help but smile, no matter how shitty everything else is. no matter how many things i wish could change, or would change, i just smile. i never knew it would happen to me, and if 2 years ago, you told me i would feel this way about him, i would have called you the biggest liar on the face of the planet.
i definatly didnt complete my new years resolution, but i guess who really does. i still havent been able to change the things about myself that i wanted to change. insecurities are a bitch. and not knowing is definatly not the best thing. they say ignorance is bliss, but its really not.
im in an odd mood tonite and i dont know why. i wish i could be everywhere at once, and do everything i want to do. i just dont have the energy.
i want to dance in my underwear. and play in the rain.
im actually excited for the future