my god i look pathetic tonite...
i dunno i just kinda got in a bad mood. not really bad, but down. im kinda sick of tryin so hard for nothing. i mean school is a drag, some girls are just really fuckin stupid, like yesterday i was walkin down the hall and i sneeze and some girl walks into me sneezin and i start walkin after i sneeze...she was really really short, like i didnt even see her, and BAM i run into her, almost knock her down. it was funny wer were laughin nd she was cool about it like didnt bitch like that other cunt in art class who was bitchin cuz i set up a fuckin toy horse to draw and the cunt was bitchin about how we were laughin at her over reactin to that stupid shit, i dunno where im goin wit this.
neway yea, for the past few days, i feel like i havnt really talked to linds and saturday is our five month, but things just happend on saturday so we wont be able to be together, but i just feel like i havnt talked to her in a while, and i guess it just kinda brought me down. iuno. i know yesterday after i dropped pat off, i was talkin about how i turn 17 in 14 (now 13) days, and how it jsut seemed how all my care-free happy times are gone. i mean in one more year we're adults, pat may not even be around anymore, which would mega suck cuz hes like onea my best friends now and really the only one i really hang out wit on a daily basis, well him ruiz and billy.
i had to stay home from hockey practice to babysit today, but i guess its ok if i miss one.
this will b the second week in a row where i only get to see lindsay one day, and its like uber suck i dont like not havin her wit me, i miss summer where i could run over there if i had a chance but i got way too much shit and weekedns are back to the only time where we can see each other, and well i havnt really talk talked to her in like 2 days nd i guess i just really miss her.
im done now
neway yea, for the past few days, i feel like i havnt really talked to linds and saturday is our five month, but things just happend on saturday so we wont be able to be together, but i just feel like i havnt talked to her in a while, and i guess it just kinda brought me down. iuno. i know yesterday after i dropped pat off, i was talkin about how i turn 17 in 14 (now 13) days, and how it jsut seemed how all my care-free happy times are gone. i mean in one more year we're adults, pat may not even be around anymore, which would mega suck cuz hes like onea my best friends now and really the only one i really hang out wit on a daily basis, well him ruiz and billy.
i had to stay home from hockey practice to babysit today, but i guess its ok if i miss one.
this will b the second week in a row where i only get to see lindsay one day, and its like uber suck i dont like not havin her wit me, i miss summer where i could run over there if i had a chance but i got way too much shit and weekedns are back to the only time where we can see each other, and well i havnt really talk talked to her in like 2 days nd i guess i just really miss her.
im done now