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Outage of 2005
During the outage I got laid.
What did you do?
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Mm, I didn't even know there was an 'outage'. Oh well.
This weekend consisted of EricEricEricEricEric<333 Laur and Adam
We all chilled at Laur's friday saturday and sunday and monday we went out to eat..which lead to a huge argument between me and my father and eric and adam were still there and it was infront of laur's house..and i got thrown around or whatever..they all said it looked pretty bad but i don't know =\ and the cops got called and i got taken down to the station..and well..yea. Laur stepped in while my dad and i were going at it, and Eric was about to go crazy. I felt so bad =\ They didn't want to get involved cause Eric's on probation and stuff..and yea. But I'm kind of happy to know that he said it killed him to stand there and have to watch it. I think it killed me more cause the whole time I was scared of losing him =( I don't know why, but he's really starting to mean a lot to me<33 And I love the fact that he's willing to drive down here himself for over 45minutes to come and see me, and he's been coming down like everyday and it's just making me so happy to have him. I love the way he laughs, the way he looks at me. I love his smile, and I love how he's a foot taller than me so I have to stand on my tippy toes to kiss him, or he picks me up and I just love it. I absolutely love it. We are a lot alike too, it's kind of funny. We always end up saying the same thing at the same time. And I love the fact that I fell asleep on him while he was just holding me, and I love that I already feel so comfortable around him. And I love that he put his feelings out there, and that we're open about it. And I adore the fact that he wants to ask me out =D I haven't really..wanted a guy to ask me out since John, but now I do. I truely do. And he said no matter what, he's going to see me. He just makes me feel so safe, and wonderful.
Thank you, Eric, for everything.
Wow, that was long..and all about Eric. Sheeesh, I'm a dork =\