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my life's been strange lately
i dont give a shit about anything anymore but...for the first time in a while i feel free and content
i often find myself driving and looking at the beautiful colors of my surroundings. like the sunset bringing out the startling green of tree or the sillhoute of a branch across a just finished sunset. i feel like im inside a painting and yet like im the thing thats not real. its all so beautiful and i know its real but its like its too gorgeous to be real. its like im inside a dream and yet i know im not because i remember waking up. sometimes dreams feel realer than the way ive been feeling lately. its like im slowly slipping away into another world. i still feel and yet its not the same. like the wind against my hand. its like its just a sensation. so many beautiful girls. the two i hurt when i was drunk have forgiven me. my heart abandoned love and turned to iron.now when that bastard love comes ill be ready. and i wont mistake it for an illusion. something sets me apart from other people. i cant put my finger on it. like an invisible wall. summer and the ocean arent here yet but i can hear their sweet voices calling to me. ill join them soon. i lose myself in beauty all the time. death is a silly thing to fear. it'd be like fearing the sunrise. a perfect circles album with the peace symbol has some beautiful music. time to fade out.
i dont give a shit about anything anymore but...for the first time in a while i feel free and content
i often find myself driving and looking at the beautiful colors of my surroundings. like the sunset bringing out the startling green of tree or the sillhoute of a branch across a just finished sunset. i feel like im inside a painting and yet like im the thing thats not real. its all so beautiful and i know its real but its like its too gorgeous to be real. its like im inside a dream and yet i know im not because i remember waking up. sometimes dreams feel realer than the way ive been feeling lately. its like im slowly slipping away into another world. i still feel and yet its not the same. like the wind against my hand. its like its just a sensation. so many beautiful girls. the two i hurt when i was drunk have forgiven me. my heart abandoned love and turned to iron.now when that bastard love comes ill be ready. and i wont mistake it for an illusion. something sets me apart from other people. i cant put my finger on it. like an invisible wall. summer and the ocean arent here yet but i can hear their sweet voices calling to me. ill join them soon. i lose myself in beauty all the time. death is a silly thing to fear. it'd be like fearing the sunrise. a perfect circles album with the peace symbol has some beautiful music. time to fade out.