the auto-recover thing is spooky sometimes. like futureme.org without the intention.
but to be confessional (almost) is to be brave.
i don't think i could handle academia. it is all words. and when i read those of one it seems to convince me almost absolutely of their message. and then i read another - contradictory, but equally as truthful, or at least appearing so. i don't think my heart could take it. & perhaps i'm sadder that i have yet to find something that i am committed to beyond all odds - despite what it might do to my heart or head.
i don't think i could handle academia. it is all words. and when i read those of one it seems to convince me almost absolutely of their message. and then i read another - contradictory, but equally as truthful, or at least appearing so. i don't think my heart could take it. & perhaps i'm sadder that i have yet to find something that i am committed to beyond all odds - despite what it might do to my heart or head.