Life is Cold
Here's asking for trouble: get depressed, and to make matters worse, listen to coldplay.
I love coldplay, I really do. Just not in conjunction with depressing moods. Good thing I don't feel like drinking. Then the circle would be complete.
So where should I begin?
Life is life. No matter how much it changes its always the same. Feels like its gonna be this way forever. Really. I'm just getting older and nothing changes.
So I'm "single". Yeah, thats a liberating and ugly word all at the same time. Do I enjoy it? Yes. Do I hate it? Yes. No matter what predicament im in its uncomfortable. Have you ever seen the 40 year old virgin? I wish I could live my life like that, before he started hanging out with his co-workers. Theres my dream. Living under my nice cozy rock, with video games galore and solo karaoke. The LIFE!
But things aren't that way, and won't be. Its painfully funny to think of how i used to be like that, and how desperately I wanted to be where I am now. Well, I'm pretty sure I didn't want a kid, but you know what I mean. Talk about irony.
Work is amazing. If anyone I work with happens to wander upon this entry, I wanna let you guys know you're amazing. I'd rather be at work then my house. Its not my house. Where I sleep. But I digress. Thank you.
I haven't eaten much today. I'm hungry.
I missed you LJ.
I love coldplay, I really do. Just not in conjunction with depressing moods. Good thing I don't feel like drinking. Then the circle would be complete.
So where should I begin?
Life is life. No matter how much it changes its always the same. Feels like its gonna be this way forever. Really. I'm just getting older and nothing changes.
So I'm "single". Yeah, thats a liberating and ugly word all at the same time. Do I enjoy it? Yes. Do I hate it? Yes. No matter what predicament im in its uncomfortable. Have you ever seen the 40 year old virgin? I wish I could live my life like that, before he started hanging out with his co-workers. Theres my dream. Living under my nice cozy rock, with video games galore and solo karaoke. The LIFE!
But things aren't that way, and won't be. Its painfully funny to think of how i used to be like that, and how desperately I wanted to be where I am now. Well, I'm pretty sure I didn't want a kid, but you know what I mean. Talk about irony.
Work is amazing. If anyone I work with happens to wander upon this entry, I wanna let you guys know you're amazing. I'd rather be at work then my house. Its not my house. Where I sleep. But I digress. Thank you.
I haven't eaten much today. I'm hungry.
I missed you LJ.