don't waste your lips on words i've heard before

[deathbydrama]

so i just got back from daniel's.
went to see hamlet tonight...it was quite good.
i just didn't see the gayness in the lead hamlet guy...i dunno maybe i'm just weird.
he did spit alot though.
ronnie and all his theatre buddies came over, it was most entertaining.

monday i will be going to bham to see mewithoutyou. i will likely have many kids riding with me, so it should be an interesting trip.
i need some pants.
i really need a job.

if only i could see the big picture.
maybe then i cloud my reasoning with something that actually made sense.
i'm sorry for being selfish.
i just want to mean something to someone.
and one day i will, i know.
i'm just impatient, that's all.
patience has never been a virtue of mine.
but everything will happen in it's time, and exactly how it should.
it's just convincing myself that my idea of perfection falls slightly short of reality.
what do i know about perfection.
what do i know at all.
i'm thankful that he takes care of that for me.
because his idea of perfection will surely outshine mine.
learn to let go.
let God.
don't miss the greater happiness by being misled by minor sufferings.