Feb 16, 2004 23:49
today was interesting. i spent $15 on gas and i still have less than a 1/4 tank.
i hung out with miss erin and joe tonight...we saw big fish. it was sad.
i was late getting there so we missed the first 30 minutes. sorry guys :/
theeen we went to target and walked around for like 2 hours and got sick smelling all the gross candles...haha...it was great.
i love you kids. <3
last night i got another ticket...for not having my seatbelt on.
and to top it off, the officer thought i was on something because i was shaking.
well it was freezing and my heater doesn't work too well, and i was nervous so there stupid officer. oh and he told me how he played bongos for a band that is playing at the brick thursday night. i'll be sure not to miss that one, officer sir.
i have begun to reprioritize
starting by taking god off of the back burner.
i've had to do this too many times. i am not where i need to be.
i've been way to worried about the band and being alone and it's time i start realizing what is really important.
i've noticed how things go wrong when i start trying to take everything into my own hands.
things have a way of getting worked out when put into the hands of the lord.
i've also realized that I am too easily suaded into giving up on god. i'm sorry.
i think i'm going to give the ol' lj a break for a while...it just seems a bit pointless.
and if i post tomorrow you can make fun of me because i said i was going to give it a break. i would not be surprised if i did anyway though. deletion is too difficult a task for me i guess.