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"Am I Really Invisible?"
Hectic, hardships, and a handful of hell,
a meaningless dream with nothing to tell.
My life, a waste of space,
to die, without a trace,
would it be so bad
to just disappear,
would u be sad
if i wasn't so near?
U notice me not,
I am invisible
I've been shot,
it's still not visible
The torture i see,
Through my eyes,
I wish it were me,
and i tell no lies.
But the plan is not a loss,
Your life is your own.
You can be your boss,
I just wish i had known.
My eyes filled and watered,
joy, and pain with sorrow,
my time to be slaughtered,
now there is no morrow.
Sometimes i just wish i had the guts to go through with it. The feeling is there, but the memories keep me from falling. The edge is just so near and i feel like flying, but u keep me safe when i feel like dying. I see it coming and i want it to stop. I know your leaving and there is nothing i can do. So know that i miss u and hopefully i see u again someday.