Mood swingset
I feel less good very suddenly. I still feel okay, but it is important to remember:
-I have a paper due tomorrow. It is going to blow. I am going to get a bad grade.
-I feel distanced from most of my close friends, even a few of the ones here at the dorms.
-I have never been in a successful relationship. I cannot attibute this to anything other than the fact that no one wants to date me. Not that I like very many gay men, but I'm easy/desperate: you would think it would have happened by know.
-I am procrastinating. Bad.
-I've been craving alcohol the past couple of weeks. I had a brief love affair with the drink and have been very conciencious of my drinking since. I am terrified of the idea of addiction.
-I hat that I am writing this. I really have no want for sympathy, and I really am feeling okay. I just wanted to balance my projected life.
-I have a paper due tomorrow. It is going to blow. I am going to get a bad grade.
-I feel distanced from most of my close friends, even a few of the ones here at the dorms.
-I have never been in a successful relationship. I cannot attibute this to anything other than the fact that no one wants to date me. Not that I like very many gay men, but I'm easy/desperate: you would think it would have happened by know.
-I am procrastinating. Bad.
-I've been craving alcohol the past couple of weeks. I had a brief love affair with the drink and have been very conciencious of my drinking since. I am terrified of the idea of addiction.
-I hat that I am writing this. I really have no want for sympathy, and I really am feeling okay. I just wanted to balance my projected life.