Bla blah junk
I don't think I'll make it through college. It is much more likely that it will make me lose all faith in myself and put me thousands of dollars in debt. Let's face it, I'm a slacker. I t would help if I had a motivation, but I feel that all of my goals are unattainable. I should be a translator or a professional librarian or a mime, anything that is an actual career because no one is hiring me to be their English language expert when they realize that I couldn't make it through high school and won't make it through college. I wish I could be a professional rain walker, the guy who walks in the rain when you don't want to. Or an etymologist, but no one will pay me for that, either. And no one wants anything to do with a kid who rants about his insecurities in an online journal so all his friends will comment and say, "No, Alexxander, you're just going through normal pre-collegiate anxiety. You are amazing" or something else that'll make me feel confident for a minute. i couldn't pass Algebra II, folks. Health class was too much for me. How in hell am I getting through 16 credits of actual learning? Hint: I'm not.