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danm i should reall write more stuff down in here. Well on friday i "spent the night at the twins house" but really went and stayed at gary's house. Saundra was there for about 3 hours then she had to go home. Once she left gary invited me into his room and yeah i got my freak on.lol. He was the second best I've ever had... it was nice.. he's rabbid and bites and scratches. Sexy Motherfucker. Then saudra got pissed at me for it... but I don't really understand why especially since the last thing she told me that night was "tell me how it is".
Anyways so now i have these "feelings" for him. Not like I want him to be all mine but more like I want to be fuck buddies, he can go fuck whoever else he wants as long as its not my god danm best friend. But now saundras mad at me for thinking that way. So i'm trying to drop the whole situation now. Yesterday i hung out with gary and i didn't let one sexual thing happen all day (except some nipple pinching, but thats normal).
Anyways so now i have these "feelings" for him. Not like I want him to be all mine but more like I want to be fuck buddies, he can go fuck whoever else he wants as long as its not my god danm best friend. But now saundras mad at me for thinking that way. So i'm trying to drop the whole situation now. Yesterday i hung out with gary and i didn't let one sexual thing happen all day (except some nipple pinching, but thats normal).