The Gambler
It was one of the greatest moments I've expericenced in a while, very passionate and romantic. We walked through the open field, high as hell and I hadn't felt so free in a very long time (at least 7 months). The stars were high and bright and the moon was full, the perfect setting for a serial killer to come out of no where and kill us. I skipped around the field knowing that I couldn't trip over a thing cause there was nothing but him and I...alone. I pretended to stare at my feet as we walked side by side, but I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I was so close to him but I knew I couldn't have him. I wanted to grabb him and just hold on for dear life because I felt like nothing in the world could keep me safe, but him. My heart was screaming "HEY YOU!! DO YOU SEE HOW I FEEL! DON'T YOU WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS, TAKE MY HAND DEAR AND I'LL SHOW YOU". But the outside of me wouldn't scream it outloud cause I didn't want to scare him away. tehe. I love having the person in my life, he gives it feeling and excitement. The day I met him was the day I decided to step onto the edge of the cliff. When he was mine he pushed me right over the side and since that day I've been falling for him constantly. I wonder what will happen if I hit the ground. I don't think he realized how often I sat there just staring at him, from everything from his feet with the old shoes to his hands that I know hold great talent to his silly haircut that I love to giggle at. I wonder if one day we'll ever be together again. Anytime would be a great time for me, but he needs his time away, he needs to play some games first and baby I like to gamble.