this year will be different.
i cannot wait to have children.
*pause*
ok, obviously i can wait. the first sign being i've not yet taken the necessary action to procreate. ahah. not that i want to procreate the first time. or even, within the next couple years. i just...think that having kids is something that i was meant to do.
i was babysitting earlier tonight. and you know, i had such an effing great time. we played barbies, she said "horsie!" and i got down, and let her ride on my back. she screamed happily whenever i "neighed." it was just a bangerang time. and, yeah. this isn't my kid. and i think to myself. holy SHIT. if i'm having fun with the neighbor kid, how awesome is it going to be when i have my own kids?
i remember a sex and the city episode once that said that the reason husband and wives can still procreate after seeing other children is simply this: they tell themselves the lie that every future parent has to tell themselves in order to procreate---"our kids will be different."
but, even before i have kids. there's a million and one things i would like to do, and accomplish before i settle down and make babies. it'd like to find someone to practice making babies with though. i think it's going to take a lot of practice *wink*.
at any rate, i can't wait for my life ahead. i keep thinking, i think this year is going to be effing amazing. dude, it definitely can't get any worse. emotionally i suppose.
but i guess to get through this year i have to tell myself the same lie everyone tells themself to get through life in the future:
"this year will be different."
*pause*
ok, obviously i can wait. the first sign being i've not yet taken the necessary action to procreate. ahah. not that i want to procreate the first time. or even, within the next couple years. i just...think that having kids is something that i was meant to do.
i was babysitting earlier tonight. and you know, i had such an effing great time. we played barbies, she said "horsie!" and i got down, and let her ride on my back. she screamed happily whenever i "neighed." it was just a bangerang time. and, yeah. this isn't my kid. and i think to myself. holy SHIT. if i'm having fun with the neighbor kid, how awesome is it going to be when i have my own kids?
i remember a sex and the city episode once that said that the reason husband and wives can still procreate after seeing other children is simply this: they tell themselves the lie that every future parent has to tell themselves in order to procreate---"our kids will be different."
but, even before i have kids. there's a million and one things i would like to do, and accomplish before i settle down and make babies. it'd like to find someone to practice making babies with though. i think it's going to take a lot of practice *wink*.
at any rate, i can't wait for my life ahead. i keep thinking, i think this year is going to be effing amazing. dude, it definitely can't get any worse. emotionally i suppose.
but i guess to get through this year i have to tell myself the same lie everyone tells themself to get through life in the future:
"this year will be different."